hihi...today was rather packed. Had CF comm planning for the comming semester from 9am until 8pm. Finished so much earlier then expected. Whew!...was kinda suffering there anyway. Woke up and my fever was still here, whole day my nose was leaking. Used up 2 packets of tissue and there was no more left, so keep on going to the toilet to blow my nose. Man...my nose gonna fall off soon...hehe. Anyway it was a really fruitful day. The new additions to the comm was really great with thier suggestions also. So here come a great semester of CF again!! Praise the Lord!!! Now can't wait for CF to get going! Think that was all for today, nitez ppl!!

Oh yeah...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!!!! Oh Malaysia...my water earth!!!

The extra guest at the planning...=)

Arloe arloe...watched Scary Movie just now. Just wonder how can people created such a movie out...haha. The best part was the girl speaking Japanese to the ghost. 'suzuki,kawasaki,honda...', 'sushi,sashimi!!!' haha. Anyway today was not very good. Woke up and was hit with the '3-hit-combo', namely fever,flu and sore-throat. Had a litte flu and throat was itchy last night but just biar coz thought it was nothing and I was just tired. Went to class at 8am felt slightly aching but just got through with it. During class my nose decided to start leaking an sneezing. Used up a whole pack of tissue and was like hoping the time would pass faster haha. Wenyi came with Gary after thier class to peek into my class. Sms-ed her to help get some strepsil. She went to block A but the shop not open, went to Watsons but not open also. So went to Projet. THANKS DARLING!!!. Oh yeah...and Gary also...hehe. After class had a blow of pan mee and Wenyi came and pass the strepsil to me. THANKS AGAIN DARLING!!!...HUGGIE!!!. Skipped the next class and came back to my room. Took a clarinase and read newspaper to wait for it to take effect. After awhile felt woozey and I was in lala land...zzZ....zzZ. Darling woke me up around noon say she going for lunch. Sms-ed awhile and I went back to sleep, still felt woozey. Woke up around 2.30, felt much better. Played dota until 4pm and went to block A to lepak with Christine,Wei Way and Jason. Had a nasi goreng. I havent eaten since 10am k... Came back to the hostel and lepak with Wenyi until she balik. Much better now, but fever still running. Tomorrow got a long long day of CF comm planning. So...cya ppl!!. Happy Merdeka!!!...MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!!!

I've cut my hair!!! Yeap I've cut my hair, that's what you heard. Its about the same shape but juz shorther n thinner. Guess mum would prefer it like that coz its not covering my eyes...hehe.





Anyway, there were 2 significant things that was going through my mind the whole day as I ponder about my future. DIRECTION and FAITH. God's directions can be so direct sometimes but sometimes its so unclear. Rather confusing I guess especially when there is trouble. It is true that God works in many wonderful ways and He does has a plan for my life. But the road ahead is so unclear and confusing that my confidence in dropping day by day. Things got a little better when i spoke to a sister-in-Christ and she mentioned about faith. Guess my faith in God has not been so strong recently. How I wish I had the faith of Abraham who would just move from place to place by God's guidence even when he dosen't even knows where God is leading or like Noah just building a big ark in the middle of a dessert. The road ahead is uclear and the light at the other end of the tunnel seems far, but this song I will always have in my heart. God bless all...=)


Verse1
My Jesus, I'm found in You,
You're my Saviour
You chose me, before the world
And You called my name

I will go with You
Through the valley
I will soar above every mountain
I will trust Your word
Deep within my heart
I will live for You

Chorus
I know my future's in your hands
All of my hopes
And dreams and plans
You give me strength to live
And faith to succeed
I'll believe in You
Because You believed in me

Class starting again tomorrow, final semester pressure is mounting really fast. Many people now have been asking me, 'so what are your plans afer A-levels'? To be frank I'm confused...REAL CONFUSED. I had some 'plans' before A-levels started, but guess God might have other plans for me. Ever had those times when you look to God and ask about your confusing future and there is no answer. Hrmm...that's what I got. That was really hard times. But until now I think I've got an answer, and that is to 'WAIT UPON THE LORD'. Got this from the recent CF Camp morning devotion. Kinda hit me in the face but me being the impatient me, I continue to ask God for direction until now. This morning in church a song really touched my heart and I think this should be my direction through this comming few last months of my A-levels.

Shepherd of my soul,
I give You full control,
Wherever You may lead I will follow.
I have made the choice,
To listen to Your voice,
Wherever You may lead I will go.

Be it in a quiet pasture,
Or by a gentle stream,
The Shepherd of my soul shall be my guide.
If I face a mighty mountian,
Or a valley dark and deep,
The Sheperd of my soul shall be my guide.

"Father, into Your hands I commit my life. My future is indeed in Your loving hands for I am wonderfully and fearfully made by You O God. Amen. To God be the glory!"

arloe arloe...so i'm back 2 blogging. Felt like writing stuff sometines...need 2 release. Oh well, its just the 1st post...so...hope to keep this blog updated hehe...=)