For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Jeremiah 29:11

Lately I've been hearing people said I've changed. Changed for the better they say. I myself do feel I've changed. Looking back on the pass 20 years or maybe the pass 10 years which I can remember better there was alot of ups and downs. Too many screw ups to even remember and the recent event this year. To see myself at every stage in that period brings tears to my eyes as I could have done so much more. I could react differntly to certian situations but honestly I have no regrets for I know that everything do happend for a reason and my life in in God's hands.

As I stare at the beginning of a new chapter in my life, I look at it with much fear. The pass events still haunts me deep and it keeps coming back everytime I try to move on. Will this chapter have a happy ending? Will this chapter be a short one or one that will last till the end of my story? I don't know, I'm scared to tears, and sometines confused. But what I know for now is that all I need is faith in God who is the author and finisher of my salvation and my life. Would God use 2 people to fix up each other's life?

You are forever in my life,
You see me through the seasons.
Cover me with Your hand,
And lead me to, Your righteousness.
And I, look to You.
And I, wait on You.

I'll sing to You Lord,
A hymmn of love,
For Your faithfullness to me.
I'm carried in, everlasting arms
You'll never let me go,
Through it all.


For Thou hast possessed my reins; Thou hast covered me in my mother's womb. I will praise Thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvellous are Thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well. Psalms 139:13-14