Going back to KL tomorrow then off to Ipoh on Saturday for Sunday school teacher's retreat. Don't really want to go back to KL...don't know what I'm going back to. Everything just have no more meaning anymore. The two reasons I live for just stab me in the back. Haiz...I just don't know what to live for now. My life is just so empty...guess its just the way its ment to be...live everyday and see what comes where everything just don't mean anything.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why I need you to hear