Was just looking back at all my previous blog post. Was shocking to see the fact that I was so sure and confident in God. Maybe that was due to the fact that when everything was going wrong there was still a very bright light to hold me up but that bright light now has been taken away, taken away at the worse time of my life. Everything seemed so fine and sudently it was lost...gone...argh!!!!!!

I am lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you're hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I
know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that
I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh, so right

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on?
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone