Wow! What a weekend that has passed! Man...i just can't belive how God works in my life even if I question so much. From the sharing in CF by Mr.Kit to both days of the play, 'Walk His Trail', by The Footstool Players. I'm still not sure if this is God's answer to my many questions through the pass half-year but it does seems like God is telling me something. At the CF camp the thing that impacted me was that to wait upon the Lord in my decisions and my future. Now after this weekend and as I face probrablly the toughest few months of my life ahead of me, Mr.Kit came along and shared about studying for the Lord and not just for grades. I was so touched because that was always in my head as I entered UCSI. I also have that feeling that I've made a wrong choice of doing 'A' levels and not listening to my parents. But I belive that God puts us all in places for a purpose and that here in UCSI I do have a purpose. I've learned alot since I've came here. I've learned to trust God more and I've seen His hand really working in my life. That's a really amazing experience! I've fell many times in my christian walk but still I do see God's grace sustaining me through all my troubles that I face over here. Even when I get sick quite offen over here in KL. But there are also times when I really want to grow stronger in my christian life but find it getting harder and harder. The biggest problem I face now is that I'm uncertian of what I'm going to study after my 'A' levels. Somewhere in my heart I do have a real passion to do mission work. That's why I choose to do Medicine after my 'A' levels. But now looking at my result I don't think I can do it. I know I've dissapointed alot of people and especially my family. I like to help people and with my background in the St.John Ambulance I thought I can improve on in by studying medicine and one fine day use it in the mission field for God. It was a skill I find really needed in the mission field. But now I seem confused of what to do and how can I apply it to this burden I have in my heart. This morning in church when the mission team gave thier report on the mission trip to Sarawak I was excited for it reminded me so much of my trip to Indonesia a few years back and the play 'Walk His Trail' about the 5 great men to Ecuador. I really wanted to go for the mission trip to Sarawak but sadly I had classes. I know I do sound like Peter in John 13:36-38 where Peter was so eager to sacrifice for Jesus but this really seems like a burden in my heart. For now I don't think I can study medicine and maybe that's also not in God's plan for me to be a doctor. Guess now I just have to play the waiting game and focus on this few comming months then hope God would reveal something and open the door in my life. This weekend does have some answers but I still do have alot of questions. Indeed God does answer prayers in His time. Have a blessed week all. God bless!!!

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

Hey hey!! Just came back from the play 'Walk His Trail'. Really touching play about the life of 5 missionaries who went into Ecuador to speard the gospel to the Auca Indians who later killed them. These 5 young men are Jim Elliot, Pete Fleming, Ed McCully, Nate Saint and Roger Youderian. 5 young men at the prime of thier lives, married with wonderful God-frearing wives gave up thier lives for the gospel to be shared to this Auca Indians and be martyred by those they were trying to share the gospel to. But by thier boldness and zeal for the gospel to be shared, the Auca Indians eventually accepted the gospel by the widows of this great men who continued this work in this people. Indeed God works in many many great ways and how wonderful to see the lives of this 5 men did not go to waste. Many people perusaded them to go back to the States to do mission work where it's safer but they rejected and push ahead to reach the unreached. This brings my mind back to Friday at CF when Mr.Kit spoke on his life testimony. Are we always complaining to God when things go wrong? Is this where I'm suppose to be studying/working? Am I just studying for grade so that I can get a good job and earn a handsome salary? He shared from Psalm 1,2,3. Psalm 3 is a psalm writting by King David when he was being chase by his son Absolom. In his troubles with enemies all around his he still could praise God and feel the peace around him. He could even lay his head down to sleep for he knows that God is with him (Psalms 3:5) . Are we students like David when troubles comes for example exams? I admit for me I will panic my butt off rushing last minute to gather all information I can before my paper and feel really nervous in the exam hall. So are we really studying just for grades? The answer is that we should not just study just for grades but for the glory of God and His plan for us. If we just study for grades we will go crazy sooner or later. But as we study for God, we do the best we can put God into our studies, then there is a meaning for our lives. Of cause all of us wants to get an 'A', but what if we get a B,C or even a D? Do we question God? This is just some questions that stick with me after CF. Its really hard to put this in practise but by the grace of God I will try. Guess there are things to ponder and think about. Gotta get to bed also. Nitez everybody! God bless. =)

"Wherever you are, be all there. Live to the hilt every situation that you believe to be the will of God." - Jim Elliot

Wassup wassup!!! How was everyone's weekend? Sunday morning was ok today. The message about the temple of God and the materials go bulid it was really great where the speaker linked it to th 'temple' of our own bodies. What materials are we using to build God's temple in us? Are we doing extensive preparations for its construction like what King David did when prepared all the materials for the temple to be built by his son King Solomon? Indeed in our life we will face many troubles. But will our faith stand firm when all is burnt up through the fire? This is the questions that stuck with me after the message. Questions that seems like answers to my many many questions that i ask God. To out in in words is easy but the practical part is really tough. Came back early after church today. Had a real lazy afternoon. Online, chatted and napped. Was so hot, then it rained. Shiokness to sleep...hehe. Watching Man Utd vs Arsenal now. The 1st half was really interesting with Arsenal mising a penalty...muahahahahahahahaha!!! Thomas Kuszczak s really superbly on form today. Few great saves and great command of his area. Was gald Silvestre came off early for Evra. He's just realy unstable at the back and wonder what is he still doing in Man Utd. Can anyone answer me this, why is he still here?!?...haha. Midfield of Man Utd looks a little unintimidating without Giggs and Park Ji Sung. Lehman was quite good also through the 1st half. Ronaldo had a few good shots in and the best was a wonderfully cotroled cross with his chest and striking it hard with his left foot, hitting Lehman square in the face. IN YOUR FACE LEHMAN...MUAHAHAHAHA!!! 30mins more...COME ON MAN UTD!!! MAN...so close from Loius Saha. What a header!!! Lehman must me pee-ing in his pants now...hahaha. CRAP...1-0 to Arsenal. Congrats...congrats. Night all!

Hey hey...,man what a tiring day. Woke up at 7.30am today and prepare for the Sunday School picnic. Early in the morning havta wake up and fry eggs for 1 of the games...haha. Anyway, Uncle Kevin's kitchen is just superb, real superb kitchen. I'm in love with it...hahahaha. So spacious and organised and clean. Ermm...coz he dosen't use it anyway...haha. So went to church and gather before we left for taman tasik titiwangsa. Was kinda sleepy the whole way but kept awake by reading newspaper. So dahlah sampai the taman. Super nice lor...its like really really big with a man-made lake. So we found a nice spot and settle down there with the kids. Had games then makan then games. While jaga-ing the kids I kinda got distracted by the fellers having football training at the field next to us. Quite interesting I guess the way they play, but think they could do better...hehe. So after the picnic went to Melawati n have lunch with Uncle Kevin, Jin Hua and Sharas. Had char kuey tiao. Not bad lor I guess for KL standard...muahahaha. Balik here 2 UCSI and lepak. Teman Jayz go mamak and makan, then go play counter-strike. So long havent play already seh...shiokness! =) Played until about 4.30pm then walk back to the hostel. It started to rain when we start walking up the hill, so havta run all the way up. Shiokness again...haha. Felt good after that run seh...can feel my mucsles all starting to relax. The pass few days felt like a robot. Aching here, aching there. Dunno why also. Getting old maybe?haha. Oh yeah...whole day also feel like eating something. Guess mum will agreer that I'm just greedy...haha. But just have this feeling of need to eat/chew something. Weird...-_-"... Okayz...havta go now...need my rest for tomorrow worship and be fresh for the big Man Utd game tomorrow night. Tata and night all!

Hey hey peeps!! Been real tired the pass few days that's y didn't blog. Had CF 2day and found out I was a 'feeling' kind of person hehe. Anyway 2moro morning going for pinic with the sunday school kids. Staying at Uncle Kevin's house now. So nitez ppl!

PS...HAPPY 3 YEARS 7 MONTHS ANIVERSARY DARLING!!! LUV U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

Verse1
My Jesus I’m found in You
You’re my savior
You chose me before the world
And You called my name
I will go with You
Through the valley
I will soar above
Ev’ry mountain
I will trust Your Word
Deep within my heart
I will live for You

Chorus
Cause I know
My future’s in your hands
All of my hopes
And dreams and plans
You give me strength to live
And faith to succeed
I'll believe in You
Because You believed in me

Sudently this song seems so hard to sing...nitez...

Arloe arloe arloe!! CF today was awesome!! So many ppl seh...so many new faces also. Glad all still so semangat to come even with the change of venue and the smelly room. But all praise to God for giving us a place to gather even when the college sesated. Hope those new commers will still be semangat to come for CF and serve also! Anyway today watched 'Pulse'. Was kinda dissapointed coz the trailer looked so nice but the movie was like ermm...not up to standard I guess. The story line was ok...but the logic of the movie is wierd. The ppl die and that's it, but the ghost goes to some place so they can 'communicate' with the living world and find ppl to suck out thier life. The movie ending was really off coz it was like no answer to the problem and ppl just get on with thier lives. I was like -_-" when the movie ended just like that. Luckly I just paid RM5 for that movie. Not worth watching, not scary, bad action, bad ending. So that's my verdict of 'Pulse'. SUCKS! Okiez...gotta run...cya peepz! Have a gr8 weekend!

PS...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! =)

10 questions GOD won't ask you when You Get to Heaven
1. God won't ask what kind of car you Drove,
>> He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.
2. God won't ask the square footage of your house,
> > He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your Home.
3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your Closet,
> > He'll ask how many you helped clothes.
4. God won't ask what your highest salary was,
> > He'll ask if you gave some to help others.
5. God won't ask what your job title was,
> > He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of Your ability.
6. God won't ask how many friends you had,
> > He'll ask how many people to whom you were a Friend.
7. God won't ask in what neighborhood You lived,
> > He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.
8. God won't ask about the color of your skin,
> > He'll ask about the content of your character.
9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation,
> > He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and Not to the gates of Hell
10. God won't have to ask how many people you Forwarded this to,
> > He already knows whether or not You are ashamed to share this information to whom You love.

hihi...just came back from bio class and now waiting for the next class at 12. Man...yesterda turned out to be quite a sad day. While playing badminton I got the news from my darling that Steve Irwin, The Crocodile Hunter has died. STUPID STING RAY!!! This is really a big lost to the enviroment and to kids who enjoyed watching his shows and learning from it. I myself watch his shows since I was very young and got real facinated with it. How much enthusiasm he showed while spreading the views on conservation all around the world and esepcially Australia. This is really a great lost, and he's only 44 years old! Anyway, last night I called my grandma to wish her happy birthday and I was on a better mood after knowing of Steve Irwin. After wishing her happy birthday she broke the news to me that my grand-aunt in Australia just passed away in the morning. What a great shock that was to me. She had cancer but the last time I saw her and heard about her she was great and healthy, but now out of the blue she passed away. Feel bad I can't make it for the funeral because it would be all the way over in Australia. Oh well, life is really so unpredictable. 1 minute we could be so healthy and the next we could be fighting for our life. Indeed life is not in our hands but in the one who created us. That is the Almighty God. To God be the glory! God bless!













A tribute to Steve Irwin, The Crocodile Hunter

Hieya peeps! What a tiring day it has been...whew...hehe. Woke up at 7.30 today and cannot sleep back. Had so much on my mind. Anyway...got up and played dota half way then went and play basketball. Havent even shower or brush teeth...hehe. Played until about 11.15, came back and shower then Ji Aun came and get Haziq and me to go to IFC in Setapak to play futsal. It was James's last game here with us before he leaves for Canada to continue his studies. So havta semangat abit. Played until 2pm and went for lunch at BRJ. Had the best nasi lemak ayam!! Highly recomended ya! Came back shower and read newspaper. Took a nap and woke up for dinner. Back to class in 2 days time. How those times when you're on holiday you wished for something to do but when class starts its like 'when is the next holidays'. Okiez...nitez ppl!

Ever had something so sudden change on you? Anyway, still a little sick today. Cough got a little worse. Played badminton just now and really sweated alot, so hope 2moro fever and flu will be ok. Weekends are here...soon going back to class. Havta really study for this semester. Tata ppl!...nitez!