Be Thou My Vision

A very meaningful hymmn to follow-up on my previous post. Shall just let the lyrics speak for itself.

Be Thou my vision O Lord of my Heart
Naught Be all else to me save that Thou art
Thou my best thought, by day or by night
Waking or sleeping Thy presence my light

Be thou my wisdom and thou my true Word
I ever with thee and Thou with me Lord
Thou my great Father and I Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling and I with Thee one

Riches I heed not nor man's empty praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and Thou only first in my heart
High king of heaven my treasure Thou art

High king of heaven my victory won,
May I reach heaven's joy, Bright heaven's Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my vision O ruler of all

Still be my vision O ruler of all!

Personal Reflections

How fast time really flies. At the moment of typing now I'm also studying for my mid-semeter exams which starts tomorrow, the last theory semester. It just seemed like a barely a year ago I started my physiotherapy course. Looking back on the pass 2 years really did teach me alot of lessons. Ahh...6 years ago on this day I started a wonderful relationship with a girl that would
bring me my best years and break my heart the hardest. How fast did those years flew by.

The passage and sermon this morning in church really struck me and got me thinking. The passage read was from Matthew 14:22-36. A familliar account of Jesus walking on water. The versus that really cought my attention was verse 29-31, "And He said, Come. And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus. But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me. And immediately Jesus stretched forth His hand, and cought him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?". Personally I could relate much to this verse.

Think most of you who read my blog would know that I'd gone through a really turmoil time in my life just over a year ago. Things were falling apart and I really felt like the diciples who were in that storm. I did look to God at first and started to get closer to Him to find answers and comfort but eventually the problems kept increasing and my faith waivered and I begin to sink again. Some of you might know but I think most of you would not know that I sort of lost much of my faith. Sometimes its really just so hard to find peace when the answers were not forth-comming. To cut the long story short, I really thank God that He has be there helping me to pull through all that I was going through and to get my spiritual life back on track.

At the adult Bible study just now, we were discussing on a very interesting topic of "Why Did God Create Man?". Did you ever thought of it? There are my theories and thoughts on this subject and it is also written in the Bible but its not very much clear on our specific puropose and the reason why God created us. Anyway, what I personally got out of this study from just now and going through it again was that God did not reveal everything to us is because maybe He wants us to have a sense of self-discovery, a sense of learning as we progress in our lives. The answers to our troubles and problems might not be answered now but as we look back a few years down the road from now we might just find something. We might discover that if that particular event did not happend we won't be the better person that we become. God is indeed present in our lives. The more we try to run away from Him, the harder He would try to bring us back to Him.

20cents Of Ramblings...

Ahhh...finally got to watch Twlight after so long. Yeap I know the craze over it might be over but I just got my hands on it. Its quite well played out the story line and the acting is very natural and honest. More or less just like what we see in everyday life. Also finally understand why girls go gaga over Edward especially after reading the book...lol.

Anyway, was on Friendster the pass week and I saw this really interesting bulletin post which I find is really true. Guys I bet you all will echo the amen on this...haha. So listed below is the bulletin, "21 Things Girls Don't Realise About Guys".

1. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
2. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile =)
4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7. A usual act that a guy likes you is when he teases you.
8. GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
13. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me.
14. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are mad confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
17. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just to stubborn to admit it.
19. Not all guys are rude. Just because one is rude, dosen't mean he represents them all.
20. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
21. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Oh well, just my 20cents worth of thought. Most of it I could relate it to myself, especially 2 and 21.

Woohoo x 2!!!

Woohoo!!! What a start to the new year. So far so good or I might say, so far so great!!! Finally got my Jason Mraz tickets!!! Alright, alright, might be a little too much but who cares...haha. Went straight to Mid-Valley to get them after comming back to KL. Can't wait for March 4th now!!..woohoo!!!
Next on the list is equally great. Got my last semester's results yesterday. Dum dum dum...was nervous like anything while openning up the slip. When it was open, OMG!!!! I got straight As!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! Can't even remember when was the last time I had straight As...haha. I know I'm might be over-reacting a little again but after all the pass semesters of almost getting it, its finally here! Woohoo!!! Want to know my secret? Studying in Starbucks helped loads...haha.

Really thank God for helping me through the pass exam and getting the results. Indeed He is the stregth behind all my trials and my troubles. Praise be to God!!!

I can do all things through Christ wich strengtheneth me. Philippians 4:13