Looking Back, Looking Forward

Ahhh...here we are once again at the treshold of another year. Time to say goodbye to 2008 and move on to 2009. 2008 for me personally passed very fast. It was a year of sorting things out, a year of questionings and a year full of new experiences. Time really does fly very very fast in 2008. So many questions but so little answers. Oh well...just got to live with it.

You know, its really interesting to hear people making new year resolutions. So what's really the point of making a new year's resolution? Is it something that helps us to kick-start the new year in a positive manner or is it really a goal/target that we work towards to? Do we really keep our resolutions? "I want to loose weight", "I want to start an exercise programme to keep fit", "I want to be a better person this year". Just some of the common things I hear when people are making their resolution. Oh well...I don't believe in making new year's resolution because if I really wanted to do something I would just do it. Spontaneous and impulsive. No time limit but a goal to be achieved.

So what awaits in the new year? The recent financial meltdown will be in most people's minds. How will the global economy be in the new year? How bad it would hit Malaysia? Better more, how bad it would affect my life-style? Seriously, 2009 will be a really new year for me. A year that hopefully will turn out much better as the way its about to start. Many questions still lingers and I hope that it would be answered. Expecting new challanges and new experiences as the year progresses, as I complete my final theory semester and go into clinical postings. Who know where I'll be after March. Stay in KL, back in JB or even posted to India. We shall see where the Lord leads. Guess I really do need to trust in Him more. If ever were to make a resolution, it would be to understand and practise the verse more.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

Merry Little Christmas?

Wow...just realised I havent posted anything for more then a month. Expected this blog to be dead much longer. Anyway, Christmas is around the corner. Mostly by this time people will be making their Christmas wishlist and so on. Have been doing alot of Christmas shopping for the pass week. Yeap, the damage has been done to my bank account...hehe. The best part is that I didn't buy anything for myself! But buying things for people can be also quite therapeutic as I found out, or maybe its just about spending money? Hrmm...hehe. Alrights, aint gonna crap much. So this is my Christmas wishlist below.

1. Latest original Malaysian jersey. (and I mean ORIGINAL NIKE)
2. iHome or equivalet iPod dock. (good sound quality, preferbally with alarm and radio)
3. New shoes. (seriously can't get enough of them)
4. iPhone
5. Peanut plushie. (those who watch Jeff Dunham would know)

Ok...who am I kidding here. What seriously I want for this Christmas is nothing material. If only I could see her or have a day out with her. That would be the best Christmas present ever. Is it really that unhealthy to keep thinking about her? But I like thinking about her.

How many times can I break till I shatter?