So it has been a week since I've been back in KL. Classes are going on quite fine thise semester. So much better then the previous one. Last Saturday I had the opportunity to have dinner with a good friend of mine and also to catch up on each other. There was alot of catching up to do and eventually the conversation moved to our ex-es. This really got me thinking so much about my ex, Wen Yi. The pass years was the best years of my life till date. Being active in activities in school, going to college and experiencing such wonderful college life while doing my A-leves in UCSI. Indeed those were the best years but being together with her just made it complete.

I've seen friends got attached, had the time of thier life with the person they love the most at the moment and being in that state of ecstasy called love. How wonderful is that feeling to love someone and to be loved back by the person that you would give your all. The state of being in love and how the relationship progress varies from each couple but the end result of break-up seems the same. No matter how long and how close the couple got together, they would probably end up no better then total strangers after they break-up. Just as though nothing has ever happend. Is this some kind of way that helps people to move on my denying the fact that it ever happend? If this is it then why do people get attached when they know that if they break-up they will treat each other like total strangers?

I never regretted a single second being together with her. The only regret is that we broke up and I couldn't do anything about it. I still do miss her, I still do love her. I even dreamt about her this morning. If only I could turn back the hands of time. Sometimes I really wonder if she still thinks of me, if she misses me. I still care about her and times its so hard to talk to her as she always thinks that I have some hidden agenda. Is it that hard to care for someone? If dreams are really wished that our heart makes when we're fast asleep, then I really wish that she will come back into my life. Guess this may even be too much to ask for a birthday wish.

It's Always Darkest Before Dawn

Hrmmm...it looks like this blog has been dead for awhile, that's because I'm just kind of lazy to blog and even when times I want to blog I hold back because it was some quite personal issues. So anyway, in a nut-shell, I'm on holiday, finally fnished the stupid semester. I've been on holiday for 1 month already and will be going back to KL this Sunday. Not the greatest holiday I must say. Slacking alot most of the time, lazing around the house, and there are also a few very unpleasent incidents that had happend.

Emo-ness aside, I had durians for the pass 3 days!!! Oh it aint left-overs, its all fresh and arrived fresh on the day. YUM YUM!!! My bro finally bought his DLSR, a Cannon Eos 450D. Ahhh...the wonders of a DSLR that can do. I shall let the photos speak for themselves.

I think I havent really introduced the newest addition to the family. Her name is Trixie, she's a mixed between a Yorkshire Terrier and a Pincher.

Yeap yeap...dogs do go emo and she bites everything!!! Oh what a bundle of joy she is. Go check out her blog at ramblingsoftrixie.blogspot.com. Yeap she has her own blog!!!

So to end off this post, ironically its exactly 1 more month to my 21st birthday. How I can't wait to finally hit 21...not!!! But I do accept great presents. Hrmmm...the new iPhone sounds real good...hehe.