Finally my blog has reached 100 posts and now its the 101th post. Been reading through my pass posts lately. Really makes me wonder how I got through the pass year. Yes the memories are still there and it still hurts. Will be having my final exams next week and my 1st year in Masterskill will come to an end in 3 weeks. So many things has happend and so much that I've gone through. Still not really enjoying myself here and still feeling confused. It will also be a new month tomorrow...what will the rest of the year bring? Just got to know this song, its sort of like God was talking to me when I first heard this song and read the lyrics.

DISCIPLE - AFTER THE WORLD

You break the glass, try to hide your face
Recorded lines that just will not erase
And buried in your loss of innocence
You wonder if you'll find it again

Was I there for the worst of all your pain?
And was I there when your blue sky ran away?
Was I there when the rains were flooding you?
I hope you feel those were My tears falling down for you, falling down for you

I'm the One that you've been looking for
I'm the One that you've been waiting for
I've had My eyes on you ever since you were born
I will love you after the rain falls down
I will love you after the sun goes out
I'll have My eyes on you after the world is no more

Did I arrange the light of your first day?
Did I create the rhythm your heart makes?
Could you believe when your candle starts to fade?
I want to be the One that you believe
Could take it all away, take your heart away

Isn't My life a clear sign since I have crossed over this chasm
To fill the space between Me and you?
And I will do it all over again
Just look for Me, just wait for Me